Day 190 (December 1)

4 miles

Runners don't quit. We fade, we "hit the wall", we're sometimes reduced to a walk. But we keep on.

I am writing above for myself. Today I could barely move due to exhaustion - mental and physical. I tried to hype myself up, I tried to put a positive spin on it, I tried, I tried, I tried... but in the end I could not find the second wind. I just finished.

They say that marathon will humble you. But the truth is, sometimes it will take more than a marathon (it will take 190 days of running) that will do more than humble you. Sometimes it feels that it will break your heart.